It’s that time of year again.
It’s the time when every medical student gets slightly more neurotic. Exam time is approaching. It’s the time when our thoughts turn solely to exams and achievements - minor obligations such as food and dressing take second place. (I have seen a friend sit in the library for 3 hours wearing mismatched shoes, and another about this time of year switches to ready meals as cooking “takes up too much revision time”.)
Conversations gradually become more about whether people have started studying yet, how long we are spending in the library, what books we are using. The FAQ question of our university website explodes with panicky questions about whether we’ll be tested on certain things, how we can possibly be expected to know this much detail, and varying subtleties of the question “what will be on the exam?”
Most of the medical students are academic beings - we’re used to cramming, long hours in the library (or bedroom, if we prefer isolation) for weeks on end, studying hard. There’s a particular tension now that I have reached clinical years, as we are expected to be on placement right up until the week before exams. What I want to do is hole myself up in the 24-hour library, work antisocial hours and drink enough caffeine-based beverages to risk developing palpitations.
What I am expected to do is carry on going to placement for 3-4 days a week (and lectures 1 day a week), getting my logbook signed for attendance to prove I am doing so. I have even been booked in for extra ‘consolidation and review’ sessions in non-placement time with a GP practitioner - where as far as I gather I am supposed to discuss revision topics with the GP, of my choice, with no formal structure arranged. This would be more enticing if A) The GP appeared to want to do it, and B) Travel to the practise didn’t take about 3 hours out of my day.
I’m not really sure what the ideal situation is here. I’m sure clinicians would advise that I attend as much placement as possible - saying of course, that the more conditions I see, the better informed I will be to remember them, and that I need to practise my history and examination skills (which also constitutes OSCE practise). But I’m also acutely aware of the inefficiency of placement - I can wait hours to see a relevant or interesting case, during which I could have done a lot of notes in the library. ‘Yes’ doctors need clinical experience, but I need to be well-read as well, and I struggle to muster the enthusiasm to study after a full day in hospital - a problem I’m sure every generation faces.
Each one of us makes our own decision on the balance here I think. Some students go to placement as little as possible all year anyway, never leaving their preferred mode of learning. Some will do as they’re told and instead add in the study hours in the evening at the expense of something else, some will make excuses to get placement and clock up study time. Personally, I think I’ll go to placement until I really start to panic and then retreat with my books to a quiet corner and calm down!

